I never thought that you can feel the energy of an area. Feels so light and calm…

As we had arrived at the retreathaus at the end of the world, I got out of the car, and immediately felt something that I still do not understand. It was some kind of new feeling. The air was completely different, and despite of the darkness, it was immediately clear how beautiful this place was. The sound of the water calmed me immediately.

I went to bed in anticipation of my first meditation. On Saturday morning I woke up. Katharina was already preparing coffee in the kitchen. Despite the rainy weather, the atmosphere was so warm and cozy.

We spoke about the upcoming day and our plans, and after a while Uriel and Suriyel also appeared in the kitchen. We drank coffee and discussed the upcoming practice, I eagerly wanted to understand how it would all happen, what I would feel and what would change.

The most important thing in this practice is to try to share all the blessings with those around you. Suriyel started preparing, I saw a table with 8 bowls and some offerings and also incense. All this looked rather unusual.

After a few moments, we moved on to practice. In this morning practice, I was only an observer, but even so, I felt so unusual. As if I felt all the energy that surrounds me. Positive energy. Katarina, Suriyel and Uriel hummed the tune. All this happened in Tibetan, which shocked me even more, but fortunately there was an English translation and I managed to understand the text at least a little.

As I said earlier, the whole practice was to share all the good things and make an offering. I watched them and some unknown feeling seized me. They also made quite unusual gestures with their hands, it looked so synchronous and beautiful. I only thought about how calm and good I feel for the first time in a long time.

We finished the practice and talked a bit about what exactly they were doing, I asked a few questions. About why this particular mantra? Why repeat it several times? And so on.

After we finished the Riwo Sangchö we and went shopping and did some renovations during the day.

In the evening we planned the next practice. Suriyel again prepared all the offerings, we went out onto the terrace. Katharina and Suriyel began to chant the mantra, I must say that their voices sound great together. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on the mantra. There were no thoughts in my head. At some point, I realized that it was as if I was going beyond the limits of my body. Maybe that’s how I felt my energy, but I’ve never had that feeling before. It was so light and weightless. And I began to see pictures of the coming future and past. It was only a moment, but it scared me a little.

The only thing that scared me was that I had never experienced anything like this. I felt that there was someone else besides the three of us. And that someone was right behind me. I opened my eyes. I was a little disturbed by what I saw, and after our practice, I was at a loss for words. I sank into my thoughts. Have you thought about how this is possible? See the future and the past like this? And was it true or just my imagination? I needed time to rethink this. I asked Katarina and Suriyel if this is possible? And the answer was positive.

I thought about it all evening, and for a long time I could not sleep. The dreams were very strange.

But the next morning I felt much better, my thoughts were calmer, I was full of energy and I was looking forward repeating the practice. It was a warm sunny day, we went out onto the terrace and here again the voices of Katarina and Suriyel sounded together. I closed my eyes and concentrated on the mantra. I again felt someone’s presence. But I was very calm and good. I felt that I was in the right place.

After that I returned home. At first I was very calm, but after a while, I noticed that I began to think about everything. About the past, present and future. I was warned about this, I knew it was normal. Perhaps this is the study of one’s consciousness. Or an attempt by the subconscious to say something. But this experience is definitely unusual and necessary. All this surprised me in a good way. I began to see Buddha statues everywhere, which had never happened to me before. Perhaps this is a sign that I’m on the right track.